Leena-Maria
Who is Leena-Maria?
Already as a child I was deeply feeling, intuitive, I saw lights, I knew future events; I talked with spirit beings, I felt the feelings of others and I saw how adults lied to themselves, I saw them as always behind a false face, behind a shell.. I was interested in the big questions of life, such as 'Why are we born, where do we come from, who are we, what does death mean, what are the wills; What/who/how is God.. My biggest wonder was the evil , hidden in people. such questions were not accetable for the little girl, which I noticed very soon. My sensitivity is ignored, rather the opposite, so I learned to "harden" myself (at least somewhere).
I put a protective shell around me, what we do when we grow from children to adults. I considered my sensitivity as a curse for a long time, I actually hated it, but only now in my later years I realized that it is my greatest blessing, wonderfull gift! With it, I found my life's work and all the pieces fell into place. Thanks to my sensitivity, I can help people, cultivate love for myself, others and everything.
We all need approval and love for ourselves!
I have experienced really deep traumas during my life-long school path. I have been swimming in very deep waters since I was little. Sexual abuse has also been brought to my path(more than once or twice). I have been in such a deep depression that I tried to end up my journey here few times. So I went to see a psychotherapist. Even my own therapist couldn't believe how much bad things could happen to one person. I appreciate therapists a lot, but for me it didn't answer my deepest questions, it did not help me enough. We had a conversation on a mental level, which in the end caused more pain, because we did not clean the energy from the body, from cell level.. (our physical bodies remembers everything!) I felt that I was all alone, no one on this planet could not understand how I felt. I was not been seen or heard. I tried to continue "normal life" go to ""normal" work, but I got sick again and again. Literally so sick, that in the end I end up in a hospital. Only later I did understand why, Universe showed me, that it was not my life path and force me to quit of trying to be like "all the others"! Because of my experiences, I can help you and that you don't have to go through it alone like I have gone through it. I've really learned the hard way. Now I have a deep knowledge and understanding.
I was 22-year-oldwhen I got my daughter, who changed the direction of my life 100 percent. I started to heal myself, I opened the doors to the spirit world again, dismantling of my ego and protective walls began collapse. The real breakthrough happened at the age of 30, when I step away from everything and accepted my life mission as a spiritual healer. I'm cheerful and bubbly, and often with the help of humour and laughter we can get rid of the old without even noticing! Lets laugh and enjoy, life is not that serious!
These kind of lessons and deep knowledge that I have , you don't learn from books! I don't predict the future, it's good to remember, because we live here and now and the only thing we have is that moment!
Thanks for reading a little piece about me. ♥